The day started badly. Half a bar of chocolate - oozing around my mouth and tasting of ... chocolate. I eat chocolate because it makes me feel good - I think - just a few moments of upness that doesn't last but has a momentarily benefit.
Now I am struggling with my emotions. It feels like I am loosing control. So I mix up my diet drink to make myself feel better.
The thought rush around my head - am I failing - is it all my fault? No, no, no, no.....
The madness carries on, and will carry on - forever.
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